I have always been a caregiver and taken care of everyone else and left myself to the wayside. Not anymore!! Last year was a pretty crappy year for me and I am so glad to have a new slate to start over with. For the first time in a long time I have gotten to know myself again and it is GREAT.
I find myself relaxing more (as much as I can....lol), smiling more and laughing more which I haven't been able to do in quite sometime. It is great feeling this way again I have to tell you. I am getting back in touch with old friends and making it a point to stay in touch with them. I can go out and have a good time and just be myself without worrying about who is at home pissed off cause I am out having a good time or just worrying what that person is off doing.
There have been times when it really SUCKS to be single and I kind of get down about it but then it is WAY better than being in a relationship where you are miserable all of the time.
I am a little bit wiser, a lot more bolder and very happy and content in my life now. I trust in the Lord and I know in due time that some of the things I have been praying about will finally get answered!
