I cannot believe it has been five months since you left us. It is still just so raw and fresh in my mind. I still have a hard time believing that you are really gone. A lot of our friends are making plans for Valentine's Day and I find myself yet again having to make it through another first holiday without you.
I wish that I was stronger about this, I wish that you could be here with me just to tell me in your loving sweet voice that I am going to be ok. I just want to hear you say "Baby, it's ok" while you have your big arms wrapped around me like you did so many other times before. I wish that I didn't miss you so much and could make myself let go of you but I can't. I honestly don't think that I will ever get over you and will spend the rest of my life just waiting for the day when we will be together again.
This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life and I just want it to be over.
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