Time for A Change

It is time for a change, I don't like the way I look or feel at all. All it takes is seeing photos of yourself and you realize how bad you really are. OMG I have gained so much weight since Ted's death. Part of it is comfort eating and the other part is that I am just a lazy ass.

So, I have decided to start the P90X excercise program. I have seen a lot of friends have been doing it and I know it is going to be hard but I am going to commit myself to it for three months. Three months to get in better shape and be healthier. I am at risk for diabetes and high blood pressure and I don't want to be on medicines.
So I know this is going to be hard for me as I love to eat a whole bunch of unhealthy foods but I think after a while I will get used to eating better.

I hear this exercise program really kicks your ass which is just what I need @ this point.

So come tomorrow moring, I will start day 1. I will update my blog with my progress and see how far I come...wish me luck!